Owning The Crazy

[...] just because you have problems or are sick, I’ve cycled down into a depressive state of my bi polar roller coaster. It’s definitely not mania anymore. I just want to curl up and disappear [...]

[...] Well, I have to admit, I’m currently on the downside of the bi polar roller coaster. I have entered the pits of despair depression. Most of the past view days I& [...]

[...] a few hours, when I can muster up the energy to get it together and try to get to them. Tagged: bi polar, chinatown, City, date, Depression, food, happiness, hope, husband, impromptu, inspired, Love, [...]

[...] ? I feel like such a failure at life. My First Zentangle Tagged: acceptance, anxiety, bi polar, blogging, Chronic illness, college, Depression, Family, husband, Life, marriage, Mental [...]

[...] the outcome. I need to live up to this for him, and myself at this point. Tagged: arthritis, Chronic illness, Disability, Family, fibro, help, husband, Life, little things, Pain, purpose, resources, [...]

[...] is going under a serious probationary evaluation.  Tagged: best friends, Chronic illness, Disability, Friends, good news, happiness, hard choices, Pain, rediculous, social [...]

[...] dick intact. That catheter bag is going to go down awesome at the hunting club I bet. Tagged: Chronic illness, duck dynasty, ER, Fibromyalgia, funny, healthcare, hospital, Illness, injury, kidneys, [...]

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[...] view days I’ve functioned as little as possible, mostly in bed, or curled up in the bean bag chairs down stairs, taking Ativan, crying and waiting for Ken to come home. He’s done this [...]

[...] (or cat). The lethargy in this house is epic. Ken and I have been sprawled out in bean bag chairs in the basement, pretty much just drooling, looking at the TV and willing there to be [...]

[...] you have problems or are sick, I’ve cycled down into a depressive state of my bi polar roller coaster. It’s definitely not mania anymore. I just want to curl up and disappear from the [...]

[...] Well, I have to admit, I’m currently on the downside of the bi polar roller coaster. I have entered the pits of despair depression. Most of the past view days I’ve [...]

[...] take a fridge home on the metro, but alas, they deliver for free. I’m pumped about the metro anyway because I spent half my life as a subway rat and it brings back all sorts of crazy, creepy, [...]

Sometimes the best outings are the impromptu ones. Last night I just looked at Ken and said “Let’s go out.” Not even hesitating, he [...]

[...] familiar. Today I woke up to DC news. I learned that a taxi accidentally followed the Obama motorcade through the security gates and is in hot water, and another guy tossed a back pack of nothing [...]

[...] but I just love being back in DC even for just a few days. I’m excited to hop on the metro today for old times sake, a little of the traffic nonsense on the Beltway was even comfortingly [...]